Baru sekali ngalamin yg seperti ini. Bener-bener cinta sama satu org cwo. Byasany dbilang CINTA MATI.
Gw yg slalu blg sm temen-temen gw supaya gk 100% cinta sama cwo. Kenapa? Karna klo kalian secinta itu sama seorang cwo n tiba2 kalian harus pisah, itu bkal jadi pukulan yg dalem bgt bwt kalian. N gw gk mw klo hal itu sampe terjadi sm mereka. Tp ternyata apa? Justru gw yg malah ngasih sluruh hati gw bwt satu orang cwo yg, dgn tololny, gw ngerasa klo 'he is the one'. Endingny pun sama persis kya yg gw wanti-wanti ktemen2 gw. Sakit bgt!
Okay. Let's say i had been a single person for almost a month. At that time, i felt totaly free. And i've thought, i'm no longer loving him. But when times give me something new, i've start to questioning my heart. Can it take a new love from a new person? Does him make it happy, in a real means? Does it truly forget him in the past? Or, does it want to open it's door for someone else's heart?
That questions keep rolling on my mind until know. Until i already lost someone nice, n the most of all, someone who love me.
How can i be so stupid? Why i still can't open my heart for someone else's love? How can i waste someone nice that want to help me rearrange my life to make it much better?
Why it all happen really fast? Is that something wrong with me (or my heart), or just bcause i need a little more space for me to be alone, to enjoy my self with my own way?
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honey, the "move on" thing is always hard. and for that "someone nice", I think I know who he is. li, if you don't love him, if you don't truly love him, don't take him as your bf. I think you regretted just because of his empathy for you. I mean, you're just being floated.
ReplyDeleteyeah, i think that way too..
ReplyDeleteoohh... i'm so,,,,i'm feel like something is missing inside me.
wah..postingannya udah agak lama ya... nanti ternyata sekarang udah baikan... yah sayangnya aku belum sempet nulis panjang lebar tentang cinta nih... tapi intinya jika kamu dah paham ama menejemen cinta dan paham tentang taqdir itu akan banyak membantu... oke... sabar ya...
ReplyDeletebaikan? gk ada yg namany baikan bwt cerita datas ^^ it's all over.
ReplyDeletesorry bru bales jg. Sudah sangat lamaaa..